11 6 / 2011

fuck you.

& you.

& you.

& you.

& you.

& you.

& you. 

re-reading The Bell Jar. 

i think Sylvia Plath and i had similar minds. it’s comforting.

but what is not comforting is that she killed herself, leaving behind two children.

i’m sure she had her reasons. 

need to wake up in 3 hours.

cannot manage to sleep, have been trying since 11:30PM, it’s now 3:05AM.

photoshoot during the day. kalamazoo. 

babysitting all night. 

i have also began re-reading Winter Notes on Summer Impressions by Dostoevsky

& other related books from Russian Civilization, i kept them all. all 40. 

not sure what i plan to get out of them a second time around,

surely something since i’m actually comprehending them this time.