14 2 / 2012
I wanted to say something when wolfy(wolfie?) left you. I couldn’t decide which was worse, contacting you or not saying anything. I’ve decided you probably don’t care any more about me and i can’t stand you thinking that i just didn’t care. I’m so very sorry. I’m sorry he’s gone and i’m sorry for my contribution to what must have been a very difficult time in your life. I think about your letter sometimes and how i maybe wish i hadn’t muted you so you’d have heard how hard i cried, maybe then you’d know that i didn’t just toss you aside, that it wasn’t easy. And i’m sorry if all this text does is stir things up, but i am so sorry and hoping that things are well for you. I mean it. And i hope you’ve found someone better than me and more deserving of your smile to be your valentine. Okay, i won’t bother you again, i hope your parents and brother and sister and doug are well, goodbye.
